I always say “I wish I was pretty,” and by that I don’t necessarily mean I want to fit society’s version of what “pretty” is, I just want to be pretty to myself, I just want to like myself. i'm scared to let people in my life cause they all leave I want to be that girl that guys comment on how pretty she is and if they can have their # I'm plain out not good enough. I feel so alone among friends
i know what you mean. im told im pretty, but i never believe it. i look in the mirror and i never feel like im enough. theres always someone out there thats prettier, smartier, funnier, just more… and my friends?? they think they know who i am but they really dont. even my best friend doesnt talk to me that much any more. im alone, and i made it that way i suppose. by not trying harder to just “be happy” but its not that easy. people dont understand, so u just sit there quietly wishing so fervently that they could… im soo sorry you feel that way my love. come off anon so we can talk in private pleassee??